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spinalcracker92

'Beginning to stagnate'? I've been stagnant since I graduated HS. I have no friends cause they've all surpassed me having successful lives. I have no 'goals' or 'aspirations'. Besides hopefully checking out at 30. Fml


ItzZig00

Are we the same person?


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ItzZig00

Yep, I’m planning to move out soon but we’ll see how that goes


spinalcracker92

Well your already ahead of me.


Hawkmz

Let’s see between the two of us. I still live with my parents.


spinalcracker92

Do you have a steady job?


Hawkmz

I work like part time in a grocery store.


spinalcracker92

Doin better than me. I only work here and there. Lol


Hawkmz

May I ask how old you are?


spinalcracker92

Too old. Embarrassingly so.


Hawkmz

Oh well, you’re not alone then.


Cold_Conversation_51

Me too lol


ayjol

Ditto. I left all social media and left my number/email up on a FB post a week+ before I deleted, in case people wanted to keep in touch, and no one has. Honestly the past 6 years of my life has felt like filler with no meaningful change, if anything I've regressed in some areas. If I don't have some form of stability by 30 I'll just make plans to go 6 feet under


spinalcracker92

I feel ya. I only have insta to keep in touch with my one real friend.


aagi19

Same. Hopefully 6ft under when I'm 30


spinalcracker92

Hell yeah brother


dontmakemechirpatyou

cheers from Iraq


Keratel

We all are the same people living the exact same lives.


SadCasper

just decaying in different meat husks


texastrees05

Based and meat husk pilled


leflamingmongoose

Yep.


defaultuser0123

Wtf?! are you stalking me?? how do u know so much about me??


lucifer1397

Its 3:40AM and this hit me hard! Thanks OP... imma go and jump off a ledge now!


Basith_Shinrah

Same lmao just woke up and saw a meme stare my soul down


HiMyNameIsKeira

Wish you would step back from that ledge my friend :'(


Cortegard03

Fucken why does this come now I KNOW and I'm working on it. Truth be told I'd rather be dead than do this adult shit, but I have a fucken responsibility.


Keratel

Sorry.


R3aper02

Honestly I’m at a point where I’m going on with adulting out of spite


Wh00pity_sc00p

Fucking hell, bro. This was way too accurate. Like you're cutting way too deep. Ahhhhh shit man. I feel like you're recording me right now.


aagi19

This is proof we live in a simulation and someone is just copying and pasting this shitty life


maz_mataz

😎 well now I’m going to KMS


SuicidalSundays

Every now and then. Every now and then, something gets posted here that seems like it was deliberately designed to cut the jugular.


Spooky1267

fuck man


LordRaghuvnsi

Y and how tf m so unlucky to survive a goddamn pandemic :-/


LuminousGame

haha yea *upvotes*


shutnik_

Damn, this is like a DM from my FBI agent.


RabidTongueClicking

I wasn’t fucking ready for this post


JustShiel

I'm free to talk to anyone that needs to talk


Suspicious-Expert959

Ooff.. stop looking at me and describing my life.


Apart_Marsupial_9904

🗿


vendredi3

Why you gotta remind me of everything I didn’t do this weekend?


kilotangofoxtrot

Goodbye, everyone.


Wanda-Osiris

How can people articulate thoughts and feelings so well? Therapy did nothing to me, fuck


RandomMexicanGuy07

Holy shit


shingekiMukade

Good thing death is on my side. I’ve finally accepted things and will be finished with this feeling. I won’t live like this anymore lol


intheneckofnick

I agree


mneff5514

how do people even have aspirations? how are people so ambitious? i just wanna enjoy my shows,games,and nature for the rest of my life.


frostf14

WHY THE FUCK THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW WHAT THE FUCK BRO I just feel like a bullet train going 300 just fucking obliterated my every being


Few-You4510

the last one hit home


GhostLam78748

You don’t give in. Keep pushing and stay on the right path.


spagbolflyingmonster

ok, but nobody cares if you're single btw


Hobbitual_69

Try stimulants. Ritalin, dextroamphetamine, or adderall


dontmakemechirpatyou

doing those recreationally just make you pick up weird patterns if you begin to rely on them to "do things". unless you mean for gaming. yeah, they're fucking great for gaming


andai

I think he means to function normally in society


Hobbitual_69

I mean stimulants saved my life from depression and killing my self. Granted they are prescribed and they were a last ditch effort. I mean I’m still depressed and I still feel like suiciding sometimes but they’ve made a big difference.


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absolutelynotaname

You're on the wrong sub then. Good bye


[deleted]

I hope i dont end up like you either. If i ever get out of this mindset id like to be a decent person at least


lastdyingbreed_01

True and I hope so


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LordRaghuvnsi

If not for NNNov, those drawings could've been unproud fap material :(


lastdyingbreed_01

Jeez mate, stop stalking me


r9kAnna

Jesus Christ!


Simpleton_9000

stabbing me right in the heart with reality


pickled_onion1

There was no need to hurt me like this


theje1

Damn. Now I get why this sub is a thing.


ironic_swag

Replace games with drugs


JTD783

oh god it’s all true


xmichicx

goddammit


ScaredAd7245

Same


clifcola

Daaaaaam lmao


Sovietspy76

\*Your


numbertwofuccboi

aye man


Radicoola

Hey what the fuck did my fbi spy man write this


DubiousInquiry

Ah fuck


Para_nautic

This is 100% me


memes_gbc

last one is very true


MasterMCco

Fuck


letsdosumdancing

Ow


Older_1

Just do something, all I can say.


iadrummer

I mean I guess this but I'm also very suicidal and I have some level of psychosis lol


Morbid_Cam

Dang and the worst part is that I've tried everything I know to make things better and improve my life but it seems like every time I try, the rug is pulled off from under me and im in an even deeper pit than before. I honestly just don't know where to turn anymore. I don't know how to fight anymore.


Cyneryk

Haha :(


throwaway172537282

my life goal is to live off the grid in a self sustainable house. doesn't matter if there's an apocalypse. not that i would know nor care.


Nerveringed

Does late 17 fit the age bracket, because it feels like it


FuzzButtQuestion

There is nothing called "Falling behind". Behind who? Others? They have no affect in terms of determining what you must achieve by a certain age.


Just_Games04

I hate this. I feel like that every day while I force myself to get up and do what I have to. Every. Single. Fucking. Day.


rikoteer

This hit me really hard, really put some perspective on my situation🥲


Scarlett_rose

I don’t appreciate Wojack staring directly at me while telling my life story :(


strawberryjacuzzis

I’ve never understood why people say knowing others feel the same as you and “you aren’t alone” helps. It just makes me more depressed and hopeless to read all these comments and see how many people relate to this and how common this is.


PrincessWinterX

i just woke up can u not call me out this bad


Fueled-by-Soda

yow guys cheer up there's end for anything and we cannot escape to entropy. there's nothing to mind of except your own future, make a plan, get discipline about something and if you were having a very bad day, just think what would happen when the sun exploded.


HellCat-5698

I wonna punch this post in the face for being so right and hurting my feelings ):


KangarooAggressive81

The only thing that keeps me going is trying to finish my engineering degree...I've gone 4 years doing completly fine, this morning off of 3 hours of sleep and extreme suicidal thoughts I decided to randomly cheat. Didnt make any sense, I just was like "who even cares anymore", didnt even try to hide it and now because of one mental breakdown I basically torpedoed my future and now I might have to move to another college. Just wanted to rant cause this JUST happened 20 minutes ago. 4 years of college and in 10 minutes I ruined it all. Great


thunderj9

Alright stop get out of my head


TopGamer101111111

Almost didn't make me want to die idk if thats normal but I find it relatable as fuck lol im waiting to die in my sleep 😁


BONKaroos

Fuck man. Not this. Not tonight


IJustWannaDiePlease

*your life


HumanGarbage____

I never even got a chance to be happy. When does ~~my life~~ the pain end..


flufthedude

Planning to go back to school and get a programmer job.


texastrees05

Yeah… thanks for this.


9inchCory

Stop whining about it


leonas_

Great now im crying on the train. Thanks for that lol