Weekly Vent Thread
By - AutoModerator
I really hope I can stay on testosterone. I’m not sure how much I have left in the bottle I snuck or how I will get more without my parents knowing. I wish I lived on my own already, but I don’t have a real job yet. I feel so helpless when it comes to control over my own life. Then, that makes me wonder if I should just hunker down and focus on school. Ugh, or maybe I should ask my parents for help (and come out to them again). If you couldn’t tell, I don’t really know what to do, even though I know what results I want.
How would you predict your parents will react if you tell them that you want to start transitioning (or continue as it seems you’ve already started)?
I don’t think it’d be positive. My mom has taken my T before. But I’m not sure if it’s because I got it without her knowing or because she didn’t want me on it. Im fairly sure she doesn’t like the idea of me altering my body with hormones. My dad… I think he just agrees with whatever my mom thinks, which sucks.
My week wasn't bad but I've been feeling dejected when it comes to reaching out to make new friends. The only way I can is through the internet and I want to talk to people similar to me ... or atleast I geuss able to relate to alot of the things I am currently going through. Black trans men seem so rare to me. It almost feels like we are excluded from existing. I know from just what I've seen when we medically transition there is virtually no tell that we are trans at all, so maybe alot of us go stealth as soon as we are cis assuming? I would like to connect to more guys like me and talk about life! What is it like and such. Aside from that I just really want others to talk with in general. I'm extremely auto immune and I'm probably going into weightloss surgery in the next couple of months so the only thing I can really do is reach out through the web. I want more gaming friends and maybe to find more discord rooms to chat with people in. I actually don't know where I was going with this but I think that's it.
Check out r/tmpoc there’s a discord chat for that one and I’m in the works rn of creating a discord channel for r/blacktransmen